No one will ever accuse me of not trying.
Even when I'm in immense pain.
Even when my body feels like it's made of lead.
Even when I'm the most tired I could ever be.
Even when I fall and it takes me 15 minutes to get up.
Even when it takes me 5, 6, 7, 10+ tries to just pull my pants on.
Even when my body shakes uncontrollably trying to do a simple task.
I just repeat my mantra, "Stop being so damn handicapped."
But that doesn't mean I can't complain sometimes and just get mad.
That time is now. So there. It sucks. But I'll go on trying - watch. Deep breath and a smile.
